I just may get screwed...

I'm trying VERY hard to think positive here. Still waiting for the appraisal on Joe's house - I'm going to be a battle of emotions if they try to ask for more money on it. Plus my dreams of helping veterans by putting his house up for rent for the homeless vets may go up in smoke. To make matters worse, I got a letter from OPM saying they are going to stop my retirement! They say I earn enough (it's a formula thing), but to hell, one leg is short than the other and I still can't do things like before. Worse yet, though not suggested by a doctor, I'm showing signs of MS, twitching, numbness etc. Great just great :(