This is why I'm exhausted...

Bad dream. I was in the hospital, not sure which one. I hear nurses talking about a girl who had a premature baby, then I hear Janessa's voice. Seemed she was pregnant and had the baby early, a boy named Nathan. I went to see Janessa and was upset with her about her not telling me. I can feel my heart pounding out of control. I try to find the baby, there is one of Nessa's friends with me as we try and walk the horrible maze of a hospital to the baby area. Bill and Rob were there. Nessa did not seem upset about what happened, not sure how 'early' baby was. I hate these dreams and the baby ones really get to me badly.